She is so used to making all the decisions at home and at work that she is tired of it all. She wants to be rescued now and then instead of having to rescue everyone else.

Daniel Johnston - True Love Will Find You In The End

WHO CAN RESIST RYAN GOSLING?

                                                   
                                                      only he can get away with this...

Johnny Panic and the Bible of Dreams - Sylvia Plath

“His lyrical whistle beckoned me to adventure and forgetting. 
But I didn't want to forget. 
Hugging my grudge, ugly and prickly, a sad sea urchin, I trudged off on my own, in the opposite direction toward the forbidding prison. 
As from a star I saw, coldly and soberly, the separateness of everything. I felt the wall of my skin; I am I. That stone is a stone. 
My beautiful fusion with the things of this world was over. "

2012

                                                                   True love waits.

Three is a crowd

I feel like this on a monday morning

Ichiba Daisuke

I want you but I don't need you by momus

I like you, and I'd like you to like me to like you
But I don't need you
Don't need you to want me to like you
Because if you didn't like me
I would still like you, you see
La la la
La la la

I lick you, I like you to like me to lick you
But I don't need you
Don't need you to like me to lick you
If your pleasure turned into pain
I would still lick for my personal gain
La la la
La la la

I fuck you, and I love you to love me to fuck you
But I don't fucking need you
Don't need you to need me to fuck you
If you need me to need you to fuck
That fucks everything up
La la la
La la la

I want you, and I want you to want me to want you
But I don't need you
Don't need you to need me to need you
That's just me
So take me or leave me
But please don't need me
Don't need me to need you to need me
Cos we're here one minute, the next we're dead
So love me and leave me
But try not to need me
Enough said
I want you, but I don't need you

La la la
La la la

I love you, and I love how you love how I love you
But I don't need you
Don't need you to love me to love you
If your love changed into hate
Would my love have been a mistake?
La la la
La la la

So I'm gonna leave you, and I'd like you to leave me to leave you
But lover believe me, it isn't because I don't need you (you know I don't need you)
All I wanted was to be wanted
But you're drowning me deep in your need to be needed
La la la
La la la la la la la la la

I want you, and I want you to want me to want you
But I don't need you
Don't need you to need me to need you
That's just me
So take me or leave me
But please don't need me
Don't need me to need you to need me
Cos we're here one minute, the next we're dead
So love me and leave me
But try not to need me
Enough said
I want you, but I don't need you

i have work very hard to be where i am now.

i have never once ask for promotion and never once ask for more money.

i have never taken a single cent that does not belong to me.

i may be emotional, i treat my colleagues as friends.

i know, its pretty old school, but this is me.

Go play your little game ALONE! I RATHER BE PLAYING ANOTHER TYPE OF GAME!

Backstage at ELITE Model Look World Final.

Supporting my brother Sean's event, took a back seat, but went for all the onsite meetings with Christine. (Tired..)

As its not my event,there are many things which i cannot control.

So i take the time to appreciate and enjoy the flow.

P/S: This is the first event i am not wearing a headset!! GRREAT!

I AM SO IMPRESS WITH LI YUNDI!! HE IS SO NICE AND SO PROFESSIONAL!

FOR MY NEXT EVENT, I WILL TRY MY BEST TO INCLUDE HIM!!

“I get tired of battling for each space of air for the mind. that’s why I stayed away from people so long, and now that I am meeting people, I find that I must return to my cave.” From “Notes of a Dirty Old Man,” by Charles Bukowski

I read this from http://thiscansaveyourlife.blogspot.com/

1. leave an encouraging note for someone to find.

2. compliment 5 people today.

3. give a powerful hug (for 10 sec.) to a family member or loved one.

4. write a letter to your best friend, explaining how much you love them.

5. stare in the mirror for 3 minutes and notice your favorite features about yourself.

6. hold your own hand when you go to sleep.

7. sing your favorite song in public. if you can't sing, hum it.

8. leave an anonymous note in a neighbors mailbox that shares your favorite food recipe.

9. sit in silence and think about the last time you selflessly/generously helped someone out . . .
now reenact that same gesture with someone new.

10. spend time with yourself. go to the movies or a restaurant alone.

11. have a nice conversation with 2 strangers today.

12. put on some music and dance in your room until you break a sweat.

13. contact someone from your past that you were on bad terms with, and tell them you're
sorry.

14. if you ever need inspiration, call this number: 1 - 415 - 546 - 3742
(don't worry, its free and automated. all you have to do is just listen :-)

15. the next time someone makes you mad, think about how ridiculous it is and laugh about it.

16. on a piece of paper, draw a cartoon version of yourself. on one side of you, make a list
of your best qualities, and on the other side, make a list of things you can improve on.

17. look at pictures of the universe to remind yourself how small you are.

18. buy someone else a cup of coffee at a cafe'.

19. cook yourself a homemade meal and eat it as slow as possible. enjoy it. don't rush.

20. take more naps. rest well.

Moving to Beijing.

i am going to miss Jonathan, Xiao Bao and ANDREW..

the creator's project

Never in my wildest dream i can pull off The Creator's Project.

Every thing is so technical, so many artists with different requirements. A venue that always say "NO"

A concert with millions of records to bring in to the custom.....

Sleepless nights and countless blessings....THE EVENT WENT WELL..

I LOVE THE TEAM AND I KNOW I WILL SEE THEM AGAIN

Happiness is to create.

This event means a lot to me, I was given freedom to design the whole concept.
I am so happy my production team stick through.
Happiness is to create.

Thank you Calvin Klein.

today is the 2nd of Dec.
I must remember that drawing makes me happy.
and blogging is time for reflection.

i have stop blogging as long as i stop drawing.

I must not stop.

This is me after my 瘦脸针。 哈哈哈..but its gone already!!!! sadness

Life goes on

Before I die

Before I die, i want to love someone truly and he in turn will love me back.

But it seems so impossible.

Time flies

I am moving back to Beijing...lol...I cant believe this!!! 2011 is such a busy year for me.

I am currently making my move from Beijing to Shanghai.....bear with me...for awhile.
I will be backkkk

“This isn’t the end. It’s just the beginning.”

I need a holiday away from my computer

Camera Obscura

I am so inspired!!

What a heavenly way to dress a room.

I would like to try to create one myself if I have a chance.

Anteroom by James Nizam (colors), Camera Obscura by Abelardo Morell (B/W)